A Lions Head

when i close my eyes my mind flips through pictures of us 5 years together and after all the things i stuck out with you i leave with out you and with a princess in arms and i gave thanks to you for helping me make such a beautiful thing but shes more mine than yours and every knows thats just the way it goes. You dont deserve some one like her and i still miss you after all the bull shit and again these pictures flip through my mind so i close em as long as i can maybe it’ll ease the pain.

                                                                            -Moca   

I spoke words of love to your heart

i wrote letters of eternal passion to your soul

I gave your person a reason to live

I colored your life with colors of gold

I held you tight when you felt unbalanced in life

I held your hand to guide you through the dark time in your life and you repay me with jealous fits with every day that passes by i say i love you, you made me go crazy inside making me yern for those three stupid words i’d do anything just to hear them back but no never did and why because your pride was better than anything i ever tried.

When i try and walk out those doors you push me down, you hit me like a guy when you made my eyes dark as night and then you cried apologizing but that it was I, I pushed you to the point where you treat me worst than dirt but you claim to want this you brag about being there.

The times i held your hand in public  and you’d push me away because she was there I made you look like an idiot I hurt you and what you stand for and everything you believe in i made it ware and tear and thats why i deserved it because you said i wouldnt be there.

You knew everything i’ve been through things i’ve done here and there you said you didnt care so where do we go from here? Stuck in a rut no love to spare, so this is where i leave I walked out but i will get somewhere i swear!